Bad Days
Thursday, October 16, 2008♥
Lately, there have been a lot of bad things happening to me. It's like never ending. I was feeling depressed and clueless of what should be done. Being hurt by someone who i thought was a friend of mine. You can never imagine how hurtful it is, being hurt so badly till I had to stay away, far away so I wont tears anymore. Maybe I'm being noticing by God finally. Maybe I should change and become someone bitchy, mean and evil, so I will never get hurt again.
Rainy season is just NOT my day. I hate raining. It's gloomy, sad, disturbing and wet. It makes me feel sick.
Yesterday, our car got into a "hit and run" accident. Dear and I went to Pathlab to do body health check up. After one and a half hour, we found out the back of our car got hit by some irresponsible driver. The whole back light of the car came off. SIGH! What kind of person does this kind of thing?!
After minutes of stoning starring at the damage of the car, we saw another accident on the way to Mid Valley, another "hit and run", but this time, a man died.
When I saw the dead body lying in the middle of the road. I felt really sick. Instead of going to MV, we headed straight home. I was thinking, what is God trying to tell me?! I was freak out and scared and worried.
Whatever is it, I really hope everything will be fine soon. However, I must thank God for my ECG result, it turns out my heart is perfectly healthy. Now, I don't have to worry that I might just dropped dead and die at anytime. Thanks Dr. Fredrick! and Thank You Father!
My friend Sue Ann used to tell me, "P-U-S-H" = Pray Until Something Happend. For God will always listen to his children prayers and He will never leave us. Everything He does, He does it for a good reason, He does it for us. Just pray hard.
"DEAR GOD, PLEASE MAKE IT STOP, AMEN."
Tagged By Dini & JW
Sunday, October 12, 2008♥
1. Who are you?
Who am i? Well, I'm a girl who is being loved by one she truly love. I'm a girl who is seeking for perfection. I'm a girl who's way too sensitive to be allowed living in this world.
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
My Huggy Bear.
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
I only think of me should never be born in this world.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
No. I doubt myself all the time.
5. How many babies you want?
Two. (A boy and a girl)
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes. I always wonder what's at the end of the rainbow?
7. What is your goal for this year?
Live life happily.
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Explain eternity? Lolx! I believe in love till the moment of death =)
9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you? (List 10)
Someone who love me and only me
Someone who is responsible
Someone who is caring
Someone who wants to have a future with me
Someone who have faith in himself
Someone who can make me laugh
Someone who willing to sacrifice for me
Someone who is smart but not cunning
Someone who is romantic and full of surprises
Someone who pamper me all the time
*And that someone = ASHLEY* =)
10. What feeling do you love most?
Being love by family and friends.
11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
I have no idea.
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
"If you have it, flaunt it", am I right?
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes. If the other party cherish it too.
14. What does flying means to you?
Freedom =)
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
An apartment of my own.
16. Who's hotter?Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
Chace Crawford!
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
Hmmm I'm tagged by two person =.=
@Dini : Talkertive, sarcastic, friendly, cute, smart
@JW : Bright, lovely, friendly, blur, cute
18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
I shop till I get broke, and then I'm sad again.
19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
When I was one. So that I can tell my father not to drive the day he had the accident?
20. What are your fear(s)?
Death of loves one.
Instructions: Tag 8 people. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.
People i tagged :
Ashley(Huggy bear)
Ashton(Panda boy)
Zyan
Shelvin
Sabrina Yeen
Ju Reen
Jun Lee
Sammi
Jasmine
Catherine
